Thursday, July 31, 2008

am I just one?

ce dragut ar fi sa ne certam, sa te intreb ce vrei de la mine si sa imi spui cu o voce senina "pe tine.."

"pe tine.. pentru mine. stiu ca este complicat, dar merita sa mai incercam. promit ca nu voi mai intarzia. stiu ca nu e vorba de asta, dar eu iti promit totusi. iti mai promit ca de data asta ma voi tine de promisiune. nu o sa imi fie greu.. mai ales ca fac asta pentru tine. pentru mine. pentru noi. pentru ca ma gandesc numai la tine in ultimul timp si nu mi sa mai intamplat de multa vreme. mia fost dor de sentimentul asta. mai ajutat sa ma simt la fel cum ma simteam inainte. liber. fericit. alaturi de tine... aberez? nu. te vreau! vreau sa mancam impreuna mere verzi pe balconul meu, sa plimbam cainele seara, sa mancam inghetata buna de la mec si sa vorbim pana dimineata. doar pentru ca detaliile astea conteaza cel mai mult.."


"-noapte buna uriasule.
-noapte buna micutzo.."

Sunday, July 27, 2008

-... and i realised that you're the man that i can dance with.
-what about richard?
-he always stepped on my feet.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

^.^

i have my guy back.

stele

o sa ii dau in judecata pe astia cu virusii lor. am calculatorul din februarie, dar nu se observa. in martie lam virusat. evident, este vina mea. de fapt nu. este vina lor. ei au inventat virusii. eu vroiam doar sa am photoshop fara sa platesc codul. mda deci acum se incarca un site in trei patru minute si ma apuca dracii.


*ba tu stii ce misto e cerul?*

Friday, July 25, 2008

Morfina, atromol, narcopon, filipon, pantopon, pabinal, panopina, atropina.

Monday, July 21, 2008

jeeeaann unde esti??

i: pe mine ma iubeste unul cu j. jean sigur
a: pe unchimiu il cheama jean. are 19 ani si e blondut cu ochi albastri. asculta manele si are slipons. ma enerveaza ca imi fute parul de fiecare data si ma trage de nas si eu imi suflu mucii in mana lui. dupaia zice cas infantila.
i: al meu este!
a: dar eu ma marit cu frasu.. marian. nu lam mai vazut de patru ani, dar e asa buuunn. ce nume au si astia. jeeaaann, marieaaann. cand eram mica ziceam ca ma marit cu tati.
i: proasta
a: vrei sa te enervez?
i: nu
a: hai sa te enervez
i: taci ma din gura ca iti dau una de zbori
a: vezi? team enervat
i: ba nu
a: "iti dau una de zbori", tare calma esti.
mai stii povestea aia? cu noi peste 10 ani. ei doi impreuna, iar noi doi prieteni. tu aveai pantaloni maro si un tort pe care til facea mama mea, o prietena si o casatorie ce batea la usa. eu aveam memoria scurta, eram putin paranoica si ma simteam in plus din cauza ei. imi placea apartamentul tau. era jegos si plin de perne.

poate asa este si acum.

as manca o merdenea. ar trebui sa imi citesc horoscopul. mam reapucat de citit horoscopul doar ca acum nu prea ma mai intereseaza. de cateva zile imi povestesc numai de bani si de viata mea sentimentala care merge foarte (ba chiar foarte foarte) bine. ;)

ao.

Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions, Aww let’s go back to the start



Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Aww take me back to the start

Tell me you love me, Come back to haunt me, Oh when I rush to the start


daca tias fi dat tie melodia asta, ai fi ascultato si ai fi zis ca iti place mult. cel mai mult dintre alea 5 pe care ti leam trimis. eu mas fi simtit mult mai bine.

Friday, July 18, 2008

mhm

- impulsiva sunt. foarte impulsiva. poate prea impulsiva. stric multe chestii din cauza asta.


ma chinui de trei ore sa scriu despre mine si nu am fost in stare sa zic decat ca sunt impulsiva.

cateodata imi pare rau ca sunt impulsiva. probabil ca mie teama de ce urmeaza sa se intample si daia dispar brusc. ah frate! cui ii place sa vorbeasca despre persoana lui? nimanui. mie imi general imi place sa vorbesc despre mine, dar in momentul asta mi sa blocat creierul. ce zi e azi? vineri? sambata de fapt. ce fac maine? fac pe impulsiva din nou sau tac si ascult? cine tace? nimeni nu mai tace. trebuie sa tipi ca sa te faci auzit.

in plus, linistea asta este foarte stresanta.
de ce taci?

catch a dream

se stie ca toate fetele isi doresc un tip. Tipul. The Guy. Acel Baiat.

prietenul foarte apropiat cu care iesi noaptea sa mananci biscuiti in coltul strazii, cu care iti plimbi cainele cateodata, care te suna de la petreceri in toiul noptii doar ca sa te intrebe cum te mai simti. cel cu care vorbesti pana dimineata despre orice.. de la muste pana la orez. singurul din agenda ta care are ringtone special. fara flori, fara intalniri, fara romantisme. doar prieteni. atat.

desigur, se stie ca "doar prieteni" ajunge la "mai multi decat prieteni" mai devreme sau mai tarziu si aici se strica toata combinatia. adio biscuiti, adio orez, adio ringtone special. bun venit certuri, gelozie si, nu in ultimul rand, picatura care umple paharul. inevitabilul se intampla. si atunci ce faci? pai iti bagi picioarele, nu? nu. din pacate nu. de cele mai multe ori nu.

"da, nu. poate. de fapt da.. deci nu"

deci? ne reprofilam pe carliontatul slabut si inalt care e foarte indiferent si distant? si daca facem asta? ce rezolvam? nimic.
mult mai usor ar fi daca am disparea usor.. foarte usor. sau deloc.

i dont love you, im just passing the time. you could love me, i am out of my mind.

that boy.

"This Boy"

This boy wants to play
There's no time left today
It's a shame coz he has to go home
This boy's got to work, got to sweat
Just to pay what he gets to get left all alone

Let's step outside
Let's go for a ride just for a while
No we won't get caught
Well that's what I thought until we cried

I'm still here
But it hasn't been easy
I'm sure
That you had your reasons
I'm scared
Of all this emotion
For years I've been holding it down
For years I've been holding it down

This girl tries her best every day
But it's all gone to waste
Coz there's no one around
This girl she can draw she can paint
Likes to dance she can skate
Now she don't make a sound

We'll play in the park until it's too dark for us to see
Well we'll make our way home
With mud on our clothes
She won't be pleased

For years I've been holding it down
And I'd love to forgive and forget
So I'll try to put all this behind us
Just know that my arms are wide open
The older I get the more than I know
Well it's time to let this go

I got to let it go

I got to let it go

Monday, July 14, 2008

in amintirea melodiilor vechi si penibile.

*pentru asta imi aprind o tigare*

Dije, no voy a volver
no voy a sentir
no voy a pensar
y te vi
y todo cambio no pude negarme a tu mirada
Sera de dios
que no te puedo olvidar mas
sera de dios
que sea tuya hasta al final
sera que al fin tu corazon se desperto
Sera de dios
sera mejor ya no te alejes
no digas adios
sera de dios
sera mejor ya no te alejes no digas adios
Mirame assi que en ese brillo pueda ver toda la fuersa (de tu amor)
de tu amor que entre tus besos lleges a la primavera
Sera de dios
que no te puedo olvidar mas
sera de dios que sea tuya hasta al final
sera que al fin tu corazon se desperto
Sera de dios
sera mejor
ya no te alejes
no digas adios
sera de dios
sera mejor ya no te alejes no digas adios
No se si pueda perdonnar
no se si deba regresar para perderte una vez mas
sera que al fin me ames de verdad
Sera de dios
sera mejor ya no te alejes
no digas adios
sera de dios
sera mejor ya no te alejes no digas adios
Sera de dios
sera mejor
ya no te alejes
no digas adios
sera de dios
sera mejor ya no te alejes
no digas adios
Sera de dïos

you don't mean nothing at all to me

astazi as fi avut nevoie de tine, dar nu te puteam chema. asta doar pentru ca s-a terminat. daca te-as fi chemat.. as fi facut-o doar din reflex probabil. momentan imi urla muzica in urechi. in urechea stanga imi tipa denisa cantand o melodie trista, iar in urechea dreapta aud alta melodie.. poate mai putin trista. acum denisa si-a suflat nasul.

-hai da-mi blogul
-ti-l dau cand termin. inchid si ti-l dau cand termin
-nu ca imi place sa te fut la cap.

ratata.

cum ziceam. din reflex. ai ajuns doar un reflex, lucru foarte trist. mai bine as spune.. tic. nervos.

a schimbat melodia. american woman.

sb

d: aoleo ca sa vezi baieti goi trebuie sa iti faci abonament.. asa zic astia pe site
i: dar intra domne pe youporn
d: nuuuu... acolo nu il gasesc pe brad pitt gol


cuz i'm bringing sexy back

Sunday, July 13, 2008

truly majestic.

You are truly majestic
Full of natural mystic
In the times so unexpected
There's a truly feel affected

You are truly majestic
Full of natural mystic
In the times so unexpected
There's a truly feel affected
You have the royal flex
You have man head a spin, [true]
You have royalness
You want no duck
You want a king
[should] use a real [empress]
You can not [seccel] for less (no)
You don't know say you're blessed (yau yau)
No other girl can test
Cause you're yourself
And you are unique
That's why you are just the best (yau)
None a dem inna your league
Full of originality and so much more quality (yau)
Me appreciate
Love your company

Cause you are truly majestic
Full of natural mystic
In the times so unexpected
There's a truly feel affected

You are truly majestic
Full of natural mystic
In the times so unexpected
There's a truly feel affected (yau)
One of da queens
Just life up to your dreams (yau)
Remember love's a stream (yau)
Headin' for the sea
You are the sweetest thing
That my eyes have seen (yau)
Without you I couldn't feel complete
No I mean (yau)

You are, you are
Damn what I think about you
Would lead to far
World wouldn't spin without you
My soulsister
I just couldn't doubt you
Whatever they may say
You are truly majestic
Full of natural mystic
In the times so unexspected
There's a truly feel affected

You are truly majestic
Full of natural mystic
In the times so unespected
There's a truly feel affecteted


(guitar solo)


You are, you are
Damn what I think about you
Would lead to far
World wouldn't spin without you
My soulsister (yau)
I couldn't doubt you
Whatever they may say
You are truly majestic
Full of natural mystic
In the times so unexpected
There's a truly feel affected
You are truly majestic
Full of natural mystic
In the times so unexpected
There's a truly feel affecteted

(guitar)

(whispering)

You are truly majestic,
Full of natural mystic........

>:D<

faaaaaaanilooorrr! mia fost ATAT de dor de voi. zau. sincer.. am ajuns sa ii cred pe artistii aia care tipa pe la concerte "multumesc fanilor, fara voi nu as fi ajuns unde sunt acum" adevarat!

va multumesc ca ati reaparut. va iert ca mati lasat de izbeliste in ultimul timp, doar sunt simpatica. in sfarsit ma simt si eu mai bine. fara voi mam simtit singura.

va pup si sa nu credeti ca va voi uita.

xoxo

Friday, July 11, 2008

HOROSCOPUL DE MAINE: - 12 iulie 2008

MINCIUNI NECESARE.


Uneori este nevoie si de ascunderea adevarului in spatele unei masti, pentru a nu supara pe cel care nu accepta sa spui lucrurile verde in fata. Norocul tau e ca manuiesti foarte usor cuvintele si stii sa imbraci realitatea intr-un ambalaj mai placut, care – chiar daca nu spune adevarul – suna bine, spre satisfactia celuilalt.


;) siiiiigur!

bring me flowers.

I haven’t got a clue if you’re the one
But I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
I wanna do this right
Don’t wanna waste this night
But I’m drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

I’m a little scared to hold you close
Cause I just might never ever let you go
Caught up in your smile
I’m happy as a child
But I’m still drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Oh, do do do do do do do

Your heart cares for nothing in return
And I’m just taking
Taking you in
Caught up in your smile
I’m happy as a child
But I’m still drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Close my eyes
And dream for miles
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

criza a la ana

"de ce? de ce?! spunemi tu mie DE CE?!? de ce dracu nu tea dus capul sa imi faci poza cu el? de proasta, daia! ca asa, imi puneam poza oriunde. oriunde, intelegi ma proasto? imi puneam poza cu el la avatar, pe desktop, pe hi5, pe telefonul lui mama ca pe telefonul meu nu merge. eu. eu tiam facut poza cu el! ai o mie. ai o groaza. tu poti sa iti pui poza si pe telefon. eu nu! ca esti tu proasta. ma fata, si tiam zis. tiam zis sa imi faci poza cu el. tu le faceai poze prostilor alora care se dadeau pe placa. erau urati. trebuie sa ne faci nouaaaaa pozaaaa!!"

not this time anymore

Hey remember the time when I found a human tooth down on Delancey
Hey remember that time we decided to kiss anywhere except the mouth
Hey remember that time when my favorite colors were pink and green
Hey remember that month when I only ate boxes of tangerines
So cheap and juicy, tangerines

Hey remember that time when I would only read Shakespeare
Hey remember that other time when I would only read the backs of cereal boxes
Hey remember that time I tried to save a pigeon with a broken wing
A street cat got him by morning and I had to bury pieces of his body in my building's playground
I thought I was going to be sick, I thought I was going to be sick

Hey remember that time when I would only smoke Parliaments
Hey remember that time when I would only smoke Marlboros
Hey remember that time when I would only smoke Camels
Hey remember that time when I was broke
I didn't care I just bummed from my friends
Bum, bum, bum, bum, bum...

Hey remember that time when you od'ed
Hey remember that other time when you od'ed for the second time
Well in the waiting room while waiting for news of you I hallucinated I could read your mind
And I was on a lot of shit too but what I saw, man, I tell you it was freaky, freaky

.

"-ce faci mai?
-te iubesc. tu?"

si eu pe tine.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

veve, pisi!

o noua veverita la orizont :-b. a cata este? a.. 5 a veverita. doamne prin cate am trecut!
veverita slaba, stramba si paroasa. lipseste blondul, dar in rest se potriveste tiparului de proasta: pisicoasa, cu nasul mare, haine obor-style, apucaturi de cretina si hoata. da da, hoata. veverita hoata.

demna de pitzipoanca.org

Coldplay - Shiver

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention, do you?
I know you don't listen to me
'Cos you say you see straight through me, don't you?

on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care

Oh…
Did you want me to change?
Well I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver
Shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you

So you know how much I need you
But you never even see me, do you?
And is this my final chance of getting you

And on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care

Oh…
Did you want me to change?
Well I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver
Don't you shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you, for you
I will always be waiting…

And it's you I see but you don't see me
And it's you I hear so loud and so clear
I sing it loud and clear
And I'll always be waiting for you

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention
And you know how much I need you
But you never even see me

;)

un nou inceput. mda. cica. vezi sa nu. obsesia ramane tot obsesie. asta pana ma voi plictisi rau de tot. ciudat este ca nu ma mai plictisesc de chestia asta de jumatate de an. asta inseamna foarte mult.

nu incetez sa fac comparatii. cu orice/oricine. a trecut un an. cand ma gandesc cum eram acum un an si cum am ajuns mi se face rau. bine, nu chiar atat de rau. sunt anumite schimbari. (majore) dar trecem si peste asta.

si mai nou e saten. cu carlionti si semi-plete. ah si asa super slabanog si ciudat. serios si cu un zambet mortal. inalt am zis? dar sportiv? sii.. genul care apare exact la tanc si zice ceva dragut exact cand este nevoie. ah ah, am uitat sa mentionez INDIFERENT. si din partea mea si din partea lui. ;). suuuper. - :-?

dar de blond am mentionat? ah, blondul. blondul cu blanita pe fata si ochi albastri. si si si pantaloni maro. si putina burtica, dar maini mari si puternice. si cu fundul ala micut si bombat, nicidecum patratos. privirea aia de catel plouat atunci cand nu il baga nimeni in seama. 8->. ofticos si egoist. ahhhhhhh fundul! si ochii. da, stiu, am mai zis chestia asta inca o data. dar ce daca? il strica zodia si nesimtirea. -ignore.


daaaaaaaar brunetul micut si slabut? cu muschi si prietena. cu picioare slabute si ochi mari si negri? pune intrebari tampite si zambeste intruna. un zambet siret si larg. timid si fumigen cand nu are ocupatie. BUN. -nicio sansa


nu va doresc sa ii cunoasteti.


pentru cei care sunt noi.. miam redeschis blogul. resturile posturilor au disparut si nu vor mai aparea. no sa va fie dor de ele :-j

va pupa miau.